Today's song!



Chasing Pirates - Norah Jones
Please take some time to listen. x) Lyrics are located just below.

In your message you said, you were going to bed

But i'm not done with the night.

So I stayed up and read, but your words in my head got,

Me mixed up so I turned out the light.



And I don't know how to slow it down.

My mind's racing from chasing pirates.



Now I'm having the squeams, while the silliest things

Are flapping around in my brain.

And I try not to dream of the impossible schemes,

That swim around wanna drown me in synch.



And I don't know how to slow it down

Oh My mind's racing from chasing pirates

And I don't know how to slow it down

Oh My mind's racing from chasing pirates



My mind's racing from chasing pirates

My mind's racing from chasing pirates

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First song, came up on my Itunes, when I set it on random play.
Norah Jones, never fail to make my day in advance doesn't she? She's just such a sweetheart. Ah, but how could I forget the memories she brings along with. The pain and the hurt, that comes along with the name Norah Jones itself.

I'm sitting right here, in the morning, asking myself, how long I'm gonna last, running this race at a constant 360km/h, seems like I'm going to have to call off my Philippines trip this year again, haven't had much of a time or anytime, to do anything that I really want to do.

Then I ask myself, did I bring this upon myself? But at the same time, I asked myself, are you willing to give up everything you own right now, just to be who you want to be?

I need to sit down today. And think think think straight.
Things have been changing so drastically recently. That really put's in place the phrase.
"Everybody's going to hurt you, you've just got to find the ones worth suffering for"
People coming in, and going out, like a fleet of airplanes coming in and out of a air craft carrier. They come in, refuel, restock, and out they fly again.

Gotta tell you people guilty of this crime, I'm not your aircraft carrier. ; )

Might give my cigar a skip today, don't feel much of a mood to be smoking today, maybe I'm just a little drained by the past few events in my life, and whatever happened to me, slowing down my November. Shall take a short holiday in Dec, Bintan / Batam anyone?

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